6 posts tagged “amy”

What's the best book you read this year?

Pride and Prejudice !

For those who want to read more about my general day, please make your way to my v. v. good friend Amy's Vox. http://heilamy.vox.com  I accidentally blogged on her's instead : D

Sorry Einstein but I'm not even going to quote that. MOOHAHAHAHAHA. Anyways.

This one time I was at the library during recess prior the period I had Japanese that was held in the conference room in the library. Well anyway, the bell rang and Amy who was with me outside left to get more stuff out of her bag ready for the Japanese lesson. So I decided to stack all out things that got up to 50 cm in height so I could carry it all. I did all this where all the stuff on one side of the table whilst I was on the other. I leaned in and tried to grab it all and failed miserably. Ms Vine the local librarian noticed this and asked me why didn't I just move to the side where it was more convenient for me. I had a long think about this afterward and i realised it was all due to outside influences. The chinese takeaway shop. Whilst working under time restraints instead of moving over to the other side of the table to raech the meals at my convenience I lean in and pull it in. Strange how everything, even the tiniest thing has an effect. In this case it affects how I go about in doing things. Strange indeed.

This morning I woke up just past midday. At this point my mind was devoid of the usual morning bore and I was hyped and perky to go.

Hi, my name is asshole and I like being abstract and indirect about anything even slightly derogatory in terms of a person.

It's like yes it's probably a bad thing but how old are we all? It's like condemning us to the lives of convention before we've gotten the chance to wander off into the big bad woods, get raped by a wolf and learn the lesson ourselves. If anything all this lecturing and preaching is only a bigger incentive to act out and defy anybody.

I really feel that the one thing I need right now is freedom. I need people to stop caring, okay reword stop worrying. Stop frowning, stop the disdain, fucking stop it all. See the use of profanities is eye-catching, abrupt and hence this technique shows my sudden change in tone. English prep, excuse me.

It's all so contradictory, immaturity. Maturity isn't letting the hairball underneath the carpet accumulate to a mound. Maturity isn't doing jack shit (Ah ha Jack) about it .Maturity isn't blaming it on another when it obviously just that one person's fault. Maturity isn't evident at all with the way you're acting.You think you're so grown up, so goddamn virtuous.

I wonder why I don't give a fuck.

Anyways these days I've noticed I hardly talk to anyone online. Maybe I'm glad, maybe I'm anxious. I don't know I've just accepted it all as axiomatic, I don't mind. It's probably better this way too seeing as I wont see a majority of these people in my life after year 12.

Oh my, what a distraction. Anyways I had my leftover Peking Chicken for breakfast this morning whilst i oven baked my brothers mini meat pies. It's cool I had a choice of whether to have meat pies and I chose Peking Chicken. This demonstrates not only my improved healthy diet choices but also my asian loyalty. Ah ha.

Anyways, afterwards I played around with MSN for a while. Oh my god I have got to get my schoolwork act together.

Katrine and I decided to meet up at the library. Whilst walking to the station Katrine calls me and tells me that the library isn't open on public holidays. Great. So I told her it was too late for me and I told her I'd meet her at mono instead. However, as sweet as she was she told me she'd meet me at the library. Aw.

Trains are still as unreliable as ever. My memory had informed me that the next train would come at 1:46 but nooo.. I get to the station at 1:40 and find out the next train will only come at 2. Grumbles. What's a girl who earns five dollars a night supposed to do in a situation like that?

Oh well got the Homebush at 2:40. Pretty ineffecient I know.

Walked to Flemo with Katrine until she realised she didn't have any money but an ATM card so we decided to go to Strathfield so she could withdraw some money. We went to a Korean supermarket and bought many food. I bought seasoned seaweed paper. Ironic. I used to abhor seaweed paper. Now I can't get enough of the stuff.

Anyways after all that we went to tutor. Ah ha. 36/38 for a mono test, finally a decent mark I could boast of this year.

Well today my mum couldn't pick me up fromt he station so she sent the paedophile who lives in my backyard to pick me up. You know he's not an outright paedophile but he's got that eery nice grin and his balding and he looks at you extremely earnestly. It's repulsive. So when I heard about this I almost choked on my tongue. Anywho, I got into this guys car and I was already gnawing away at my arm with my fingers. He was supposed to drive me to the chinese takeaway shop and instead he gets us lost. I know it's already proceeding into a rape plot right? Anyways I sit in the car for 20 minute whilst his outside underneath a street sign as if standing underneath it will give him a sudden sense of direction. Finally he starts driving in the completely opposite direction. The funny thing about all this is Ive actually known the way all along. So my mum calls me and she talks to the guy to get him to take me home isntead. So i do the role of directions and point around until we get home but he doesnt stop! So I start worrying thinking he's actually going to go with the unconsensual intercourse thing. He then tells me in mandarin and thank god I have a rough idea of it all that he's going to take me to the takeaway shop. He asks me if I know the way and I make the universal sound of nngh which really means yes it's not a groan or anything. ;D So I point him and I finally ge there and have a loong whinge to my mother about how bad an idea it was to get HIM to drive me to the takeaway store. I had satay chicken and beef for dinner. Oishii dayo!

I want to have kids. I know it's probably a little young but I love kids. All the more reason that my true occupation should be a teacher but still. The pay is still awful, I know it's immoral to be working for the money but we live in a society where you can't function, exist without any sort of monetary backing. Maybe I'll be like a tutor teacher. God I want kids! Someone incredibly rich, handsome *so forth with the list etc_ let me have your kids! That's why I'm going to be an accountant by the way, money. At the chinese takeaway shop a man brought his son and he was sooo incredibly adorable ! He looks at me and does thsoe waves only little kids can get away with. I grin stupidly and wave back. See he was eating MAMEE noodles and I was eating crisp noodles so I point that out.

"Hey you're eating noodles" I swear if my child was being talked to by a teenager at the local chinese takeaway shop I'd be worried too. Anywho the kid nods and I tell him I'm eating noodles too. Oh gosh he was so adorable, he was wearing those shoes that don't ahve a hard sole and he was also wearing Bob the Builder. I mean no one likes Bob the Builder anymore not even those cool rad teenagers that like anything thats on ABC kids. =/

He points at the fishes and says "You've got fish" and i was like AHHH . I want kids man. VOX hear my plea, your most probably only 15.y.o blogger is begging you to bestow upon her a child!

Anyways my aunt who helps out at the shop drove my brother and I home. My aunt asked us if we wanted to sleepover and I politely rejected since I couldn't because I had to go on an EAT (<3) outing tomorrow but I left the opportunity still hanging for my brother. He declined saying our mother probably wouldn't let. BUT me being the cool older sister told him to go and that i'd deal with our witch of a mother. :)

Well I don't have anymore to blog about.

Teen self - hate moment #2 : I'm an ugly fat cow.

Much Love.

 <edit> I just read some Voxers' blogs. I am immature but not in the way it would give the asshole some sort of satisfaction. Damn hedonist, no i kid the boy's abstinent for life as far as i know. Anyways, they all have something deep and meaningful to blog about and here i am blabbing away about my bout with an almost rape. Sigh. </edit>

Kylie and I make youtube videos, yes? Well we made one and I'm pretty sure my dad watched it. AH HA, not cool at all but funny all the same.

I have been editing photos like it's some sort of plague, no photo is safe from my newly discovered photoshop tutorial resources.

haha, i'll share them with you ya?

Do I not have anything better to do with my time? Oh well : ) The first one was Kylie and I in front of a Myer's mirror. We don't exactly fit cosily into Myer's usual niche target customer group. The second photo was in either Rebel Sports or in the female bathrooms. :) The third one OMG is exactly the same. The fourth one is EAT at crossroads. The fifth one is my bestfriend Amy and I at the swimming carnival.The fourth is also with a bestfriend, Amanda, on the bus to the swimming carnival. The eighth is in Sportsgirl whilst Kylie and I were trying dresses. The ninth is at the last mono excursion, fun times. The final one is with my bestfriend Amanda, also on the bus to swimming carnival.

I know I'm not that great but it's great fun and all im doing is following tuts. :) Sweeet.

Well I woke up in the morning on a mattress because Kylie was sleeping on the bed.

Context : Kylie, Katrine, Irene etc attended a drink up and Kylie knew she'd be staying out late and she'd be incredibly intoxicated so she asked to stay at my place afterwards. Which i said yes to of course.

So yes, hosting a drunk friend at your place is really something. New experience on life experience check ! It's like being a mother really, I hung Kylie's clothes up to dry and I cooked her ramen (the microwave way) twice.

I stayed up until like two listening to Kylie's songs on her Ipod, every single one.

I woke up feeling like shit and my mum then tells me i look like shit. She's gotten into the habit of putting me down in terms of appearance, v. teenage drama plottish.

I don't know what Kylie and I got up to today but it was fun all and all.

Went to Holee, had Peking Chicken for dinner; yummy! OH! Lol, i love multi v yes? So i drank the last of the multi v and dad's like to me "throw the bottle out". I ask him whether or not he'd want to reuse it and his like "nah". I remind him that the engraving on the bottom of hte bottle clearly tells him to recycle his crap and so he tells me to use the library's recycling bin.

So i walk outside and approach HOlee's neighbour, the library. Turns out they're both waste bins so i spin around ready to head back inside when the yellow lid of another bin of another store catches my eyes. I walk down the stairs and it's already very creepy because it's all in the shadows but as i appraoch big permanent markers grafitti all over the bin "I AM NOT A BIN". So i decide to comply with the bin and walk back up the stairs v. briskly because i was afraid of the potential paedophile hiding in the shadows. So i get to the top when finally about 100m on a residential lot in front of someones driveway, is that person's recycling pin. I sprint and i sprint and i slam my crap in and I sprint all the way back. I got back inside expecting myself to have been missed because it felt like a good half hour for all that to realise it only took 5 minutes.

That's it, not much of a story, not much of an anecdote. Not much of anything.

So, I go home and OH my mum notices that i like reading, alot. :)

Kylie curled my hair and i look like a pretty korean boy. Maybe theres a picture of that too... There is ! Unfortunately I don't even look half decent in it so never mind :)

Happy days.. leftover peking chicken for breakfast tomorrow !

My golly gosh I have gained weight.. I don't even have curves anymore they're like washboards.

Yuck.... my disgusting eating habits. <-- Words of a teenager with a budding eating disorder. Yippee.

Much Love.

Well today, I got the incredibly inadequate amount of six hours of sleep, but in accordance to what amanda said which reflected on some aspect of truth, six hours is already alot on my standards.

I packed my bag and pulled up my socks for my first day of school. Correction, I never pull up my socks unless it's the pair with no elastic and today was actually my last day of school. I need a proper bra, these bikini bras can not be good for the likes of my breasts. Anyways caught the bus, the serenity was flabbergasting. Gosh, the longing for everyday to be identical to the one today is incredibly high right now. In retrospect, the olmCeeluts have adopted the kawaisou boy, Fahzit to be their new playmate.

Sluts : Hey what's your name?
Fahzit : Fahzit.
Sluts : Fahresh? ROFLMAO WE"RE GODDAMN FUNNY.
Fahzit : Fahzit.
Sluts : Fahzim? LMFAO.
Fahzit : Fahzit.

This Fahzit boy is pretty f**king cocky. Anyways, OlmCeeluts finished yesterday due to their religious perks. This morning Fahzit in his gangster hood on and all, yo, sits at the back all by himself and im like ha. Then his curry gangster friend struts up to the back and says

"Yo, where's your beeeetchez?" I swear he said beeeetchez! Oh my lord, teenyboppers these days never fail to make me laugh.

At school, I read more of my book, it's certainly taking longer than I expected but overall it's still an exceedingly fabulous book.

In roll call, I read some more. I'll miss Miss Micado, because she's one those teachers you only come across ever so often like Mr. Jack. They're both still young enough to be able to empathise with us without being too virtuous/conventional.

During scripture, I worked on my Economics homework and subsequently copied notes for my Ancient History.

Economics was okay until I found out I did pretty freaking mediocre in my assessment. It was awful my expectations were set up there but i end up getting down here  Sigh. Oh well.

I stood outside the library unloading my things as usual to hide in the library when Amy comes along. She says "Are you thinking what I'm thinking?" and for once I know exactly what she's thinking. I wonder when Amy and I are in our 20somethins would we experience our midlife crisis then and by the time we're in our 40s what would happen to us? It's very cool it's like us two have ESPN in a way, we always have inside jokes, double entente glimpses and all sorts of amusements.

1001 Books You Must Read Before You Die

Japanesee was okay, achieved close to nothing since Amy and I spent the entire double lesson speed reading the book "1001 books to read before you die" ha. I have quite a few new books to read on my list now :)

Maths was okay, I got 43.5 ! =D Which means if done right I'll be rounded off to 44 which pushes my ranking just that further bit higher.  :) Silly mistakes I made thats all , like in one question i mistook my 4 as an 11 and did the rest of my looong question based on that 11 and hence got it wrong :)

Lunch was okay, I can't really remember what we did I went to the area as usual. My god my school days are so uniform, get to school, class, recess in library, class, lunch in area, class and go home. Maybe the holidays will sort things out. On Tuesday, I think, I'm going Burwood with Amy, Tania and maybe Rayanne. We're watching Becoming Jane :)

Anyways afterwards was Ancient History, the sheets that were supposed to be passed down to the substitute teacher somehow got lost along the way so we basically bludged for the rest of the lesson.

English was really cool, under the pretense that our assessment preparation was far more important than clean up we stayed in and prepared for our assessment next term which is like a prepared impromptu (i did notice the paradox) extended response i guess.

The bus trip was okay, all it really consisted of endless profane slandering between Amanda and the girls we usually don't mix with because we're immiscible haha. stupid chem. stupid bias.

Stupid everything really.

Holee was okay. Ate alot of food and my mum says I'll become fat like she always does but for some reason today I believed her.

Jyane. 

Well well well.

Ima ni watashi no tomodachi wa amy chan to intaanetto kafe ni ikute.

Today, I woke up at 9am due to a certain accident of a brother going "EDWINA WAKE UP". At first I thought it was some sort of national disaster at hand but I realised that Australia wasnt in due of one those for a couple more years.

Turns out it was just my bestfriend Amy on the phone. Had a nice casual chat and then washed my grease drenched hair.

So my current family situation has not really improved, in fact one could say that the situation due to certain factors has be exacerbated.

I waited approximately twenty minutes for my train and I felt really old. Everyday I'm confronted with the fact that I'm no longer young and sooner or later I'll have to start paying that welfare check for my lovechild called Responsibility.

I caught the train and I soon caught up with Amy.

We went to get her a haircut. Now she looks positively radiant yet she's still too lazy to click a darn link and blog.

Sigh.

I'm afraid i've imposed some sort of addiction upon my darling best friend rather than loading her feelings about her day so far all she's concerned with is boasting of her large i've read literature collection.

Now I'm slightly tingling due to the high charged AC in this cold and emotion devoid webcafe.

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows (Book 7)

J. K. Rowling

Jyane. :)

This cover really gives no hints about who triumphs amongst the two adversaries eh?

I LOVE MY BESTFRIEND AMY.