I'm irrationally peeved at you.
Irrationally because I guess you didn't do anything wrong, but peeved because what you did still offended me.
I'd like to say my absence was because of you but you mean a little less than that, I went home 'cos I couldn't be bothered. Then again, your presence would have grated me a little, which I guess does justify my absence.
I was right though, there is more heartbreak when it comes to kittens. Bleak and weak, kinda like your hair. JKIDDING.
The guy I like lied to me about not having a webcam to avoid a webcam conversation with me. And my bestfriend and girlfriend betrayed me, with each other.
To say my love life is in tatters, would be a severe understatement.
ILY LLAMA :D
Ciao llama.
I can be so demanding, such a diva, even I know it. I'm not sure why people tolerate it, maybe because they're trying to stay in my good books, maybe they're just better people than I am. Thankfully what I also know is to tread lightfully when I've reached people's pain threshold, if I've pushed them to an extent I haven't before I start retreating.
I'm a clever little Sun Tzu like that. Not reaaallly, I wish. Well not really, it wouldn't prove very useful to me haha.
I've decided that I'll never like kittens because I like flowers too much. Plus kittens are popular with all the ladies, and sometimes they're snobby and insensitive when you grow accustomed to them. I think I just enjoy leading kittens on, or being under the impression that I have that kind of influence.
However I think young Asians still have a shot because I have no history with them.
Woohoo. Went to the city with Kat today :D
Will now shoot everyone with bullet-points of what I bought
- Pepper Lunch : $8.30
- ZU heels : $98
- NZ Natural ice cream : $3.30
- Capitals : $8
- Easy Way : $4.60
Shoooesa ! They're so aweesome I want to wear them to uni haha.
P.S. Haha I am not city-dextrous, we wandered for a while before I found the shoe store :9 And the friendly guy who was approaching people , lol. We just came back from EZ WAY and he saw us and said "Hey Gloria Jeans..what is that!?" directed at my rather sore sight of a cold beverage haha. It was green apple relish tea with rainbow jelly loool, it was supposed to be peach relish tea so it wouldn't look like mysterious Asian broth.
It's my birthday today.
Haha I'm pretty tired, I think it's the weariness of overwhelming old age settling in, like moving into the neighborhood.
Well today I had lunch with 2/bestfriends Kat & Nabs at Nadia's the cafe with the most expensive wedges I've ever had. It's cool.
I really want that grey rabbit I saw at Pets Galore or was it Pets R Us? I don't know, it's near the gaming store on level 2 Westfields.
I'm all alone now. To fill the lonely void I like to suddenly like to break out into song as if my life's a musical but I usually stop when I become conscious of how socially incongruous it is.
Mum was being all menopause-y on me today. I don't know why she can't understand that having only one pair of heels isn't sufficient for someone my age (16, kiiidding ). Hm, I figured it's my birthday and I really shouldn't be hearing any of this parental preaching, so I said a quick bye and hung up.
I think/talk and everything about Daisy too much. I'm pretty fed up with myself in regards to that, I might set myself a Daisy quota.
Happy birthday to me .
P.S I set myself a birthday resolution considering last year's resolutions were only partially fulfilled.
I'm going get Daisy. If everyone has a Kylie slim chance then I'll just fatten my Kylie up. Somehow.
Hahahaha, yeah we'll see.
Ciao llama.
Please don't look at me like that llama, you know I'm trying.
Ciao llama.
Oh boy. Ohhhh my.
I have to turn the music up really high on my headphones so I stop thinking .
Haha stupid birthday party. I got a ukulele though, I think that's pretty sweet. Okay I'll stop being selfish, I'm really glad people came, I'm jsut sad some people came though that's all. Not Kylie's boyfriend - the one who can't keeps his clothes on, he's okay. Plus everyone else's gifts are incredibly thoughtful as well, no bathing gel or handbags for which I'm pretty glad of. Thank you everyone, thank you Joanne for working forever for my present you're too awesome for more words.
I'm going to read some more Persuasion 'cos if someone's life sucks more than mine it's..Anne's (Yes, I did forget her name).
- I was not drunk, maybe I acted drunk 'cos I hear it's possible, like Placebo effect and all.
- The music at the party was shit. I can't believe my own party was victim to mindless hip hop you can only lesbian gyrate too. Not that I'm against that.
- Oh god I can't even look Daisy in the eye anymore, how embarrassing. Fail fail fail. He didn't even say bye, what a doucheface.
- My throat is a little sore.
- I get the feeling every time I drink the day after I'll feel really guilty about my liver, which I am.
- So many temptresses at the party Michael and he's fagstick, Kylie and her cup of 'Sprite', Nimita and her lesbian gyration. I only resisted the first haha, but in my defence I only had sips of Kylie's.
- Lol at that cake, I didn't even have a slice of it. Thanks for trying though Nabs. I haven't forgotten I owe you half the cake money
- Oh boy.
- Oh my.
- Last night I couldn't sleep because I was preoccupied with thinking about the mauling of my love life. It's sad I didn't even sleep long enough, then he could've been in my dreams at least.
- I didn't make a wish when I blew out the candles.
- It was okay.
Haha last night I sang like an emo muso whilst pretending to know how to work the uke. Nice. I hope this ups my sex appeal.
I've had a brilliant idea, watch out Nabs. Your birthday present just got a whole lot better.
Today Nabs was singing a song from my currently most adored band Phoenix.
Today I bought the rest of her present.
Today I saved 95 cents on a drink.
Today I also realised that a certain store sometimes have decent-looking employees.
Flippin' heck my fingers are cold.
Tomorrow I'll look back and go hey I said
Ciao llama.
