My friend was taking me to lunch and I was asking him where he was taking me. He hadn't replied after five minutes of repetition of the question so I started yelling the question "WHERE ARE YOU TAKING ME?"
He turns around and joy, it wasn't my friend. After many "shit!"s, my friend walks up from behind me and asks what I was doing. Hm, yelling at a complete stranger maybe?
Oh dear haha.
Today I waved to try grab Teffy's attention. A good five minutes and its still failing. It failed to capture his attention but not the Asian boy behind him. He sees me waving and enthusiastically waves back thinking that a wave will lead onto frivolous coitus. I think not. So I pause for a second and he stops to give me a "I don't blame you" smile. Good grief. I give him a "I'd rather be a rugmuncher" confused kind of look and continue to try grab Tef's attention via hand gestures. It still fails and not only does it not get his attention but it further excites the Asian.
Honestly. Finally I took out my phone to call Teffy, the Asian guy could probably have had a loud orgasm after the look he gave me and no one would know the difference. Embarassed I slunk into my uni chair and hid behind the girl who had a supermarket hidden in her bag.
Oh and I'm pretty sure I Asian failed my first Psych test haha, damn multiple choice it's inevitable that you end up doubting your good judgement and ladida.
Oh well.
"Edwina you're anorexic"
"Thanks"
I should be bothered to refute it, but lately being bothered to do anything is a minor achievement worthy of framing.
Drink the milk and make the love.
I do this all the time. I open the Vox up, and two hours later when I actually recall doing such a thing I don't have the faintest clue what this blog entry was originally designed for.
Haha, update. I am not absolutely behind in my uni work, more like I'm always straggling a little here and there, okay for every subject :9 I'll somehow figure this out m'dahling. I always do right, is that not how I did the HSC, well actually HSC was writing notes in the holidays and winging it every other time. Haha. Oh deary.
Here's to hoping I'll own this uni thing, I better, otherwise the next years won't be so enjoyable. Omg, I've discovered that an enduring factor b/w people who get 99 UAI is that they all enjoy studying. Hoow?
I must learn 'cos six years of boredom just won't do, 'tis a waste of life imo.
Until then, drink your milk.
Lovelovelove.
"I am mum to a 13 year old boy who has a stammer that is so bad my heart aches for him. But his friends just don't care about it. They take phone calls for him, they cover for him, insist people let him finish and I love them for that more I can possibly tell a bunch of 13/14 and 15 year old boys!"
Well I cried when I read it, so hormonal avalanche from sporadic menstrual visit? Very.
Pray tell then right? Aren't we all inextricably drawn to others' pain? I don't want to be the pin to your balloon but it's truly nothing serious.
Whenever I get offended or frustrated online whether it be a facebook wall comment or whatever, my head spins uncontrollably. It's like my vision and perception is turned upside down and I have to blink it away before I can continue and reply with a biting remark. I'm not sure if it's physically normal, or if I should get it checked up. It could be a simple nothing or it could be one of those things that if given to the doctor to poke at early, could save my life.
So heh? :)
Haha my eyebag (yeah just one) just twitched.
I just remembered how my mum would throw me out of the house if I ever started crying, nice. Obviously generation gaps go far beyond what we initially comprehended because my Asian child neighbour has been weeping like a dumped 40 year old spinster for a good hour. I mean sure the sound of her crying is calming and almost euphonious but come on, an hour?
This blog entry has kind of lost all meaning for me since I started it yesterday (tis now the day after rofl)
So lovelove.
My baby is coming back this week, and by baby I mean my digital camera. Sweet sighs.
Kind of had to post this up, like as if it wouldn't be right if I watched it and didn't properly acknowledge that I still found it lol.
I dug out my fluoro mens' jacket today. It's rather sad, I wear it once and then it goes mainstream^2324 on me. It's sad because this jacket is unbelievably comfortable yet it's condemned to be a wear-at-home article of clothing now.
Today I felt really dissatisfied. So was a takeaway customer I observed but she was in the shits because she used to be thin and now she can't fit in a Mini Cooper. Joking, not many can. Yeah she was one of those difficult teenagers. And then that made me wonder if my inner-grumbles made me a nasty teenager. The difference is that my grumbles are internal, hers were loud and quite possible proud in a bad way.
I cut my finger open with a broken umbrella the other day, I was pretty infuriated so when I got home I tossed the bloody load of crap on the floor reaaally hard. It was quite relieving. I suppose that's me using the displacement method from psych huh.
I don't understand how I can be so 'ok' with my personal laziness. Why do I lie on the bed knowing it will turn into a long nap? I mean gah. Why am I blogging?
During an experiment I had to webcam a girl from Syd Uni and talk about my life goals. We'd then rate each others life goals her response was
"Your life goals are juvenile and unrealistic. To be honest, it was boring listening to you."
Despite it being a fake response, I still got pretty cut when I first heard it. Haha it's kind of true, even if it was a preset message.
Do I even like the guy I like? I mean, do I like someone for the sake of liking them. To fill a bored void where the attention would've gone to compost if unoccupied by a crush anywho?
Do your flucking maths Edwina, ranting nonsensically really does no one any good.
Hatchoo - that's sneezing onomatopoeia.
Until next time I decide to avoid Maths, or any other life-related aspect. Love lovelove.
