Hello quick blog before I pop into the shower for some intense cleaning.
Shall be taking my Ls tomorrow, pray for me oh mighty internet community. I have a chance that I'll fail, and that chance terrifies me.
Also I am officially enrolled as a UNSW Comm/Sci student, hip hip hurrah! After 5 days of migraines and copious phone calls to the same department, I have finally settled everything and probably made friends on the phone with all the ladies at the Science faculty. Haha.
Tomorrow I shall not only be taking a scary test, but I shall also be opshopping. Hip hip hurrah for bargain hunters! If you be nice, I shall remember to buy you something, on the train ride home. LOL. I kid, if there's a notion Ed will consider it.
That's all. Remember that prayer!
Lovelovelove Edwina.
It really has been a while and for that, I apologise. My sabbatical from my own life is inexplicable and my return now is even more so.
I suppose it was the restlessness. It started after watching Daria for what was basically the very last show. It showed the kids in their future careers, and I felt somewhat displaced. Even these kids get somewhere in future, and I have watched them grow a little as the cartoon permitted.
After watching the video I sat trying to read my novel, and then I stopped. I don't think it was because it was uninteresting per se, I just couldn't read any further. And yet again I think it's got to do with the future, what with the novels heavy death theme, you're kind of confronted with the fact you won't even occupy breathing space in 70 years or so.
I came back, because sometimes my thoughts are somewhat scattered. And in writing it I suppose I'm forced to coherently collect them. I came back too because I know my memory, well actually not so well. I know well enough that if I don't make an effort to maintain this blog my memory won't and that's a part of myself I'm losing in my slow trip to senility.
Let's see a taste test of my life since my last post.
- Rayanne's punks vs nerds birthday party
- Xmas at a beach where I baked
- NYE with the friends and a copious amount of previously unnoticed perverts
- Amy's birthday at Bondi
- My v first lan party resulting in an influx of at-home entertainment and idleness otherwise
- A somewhat catch up in my reading
- Not liking Ben anymore yet reliking a < ideal candidate
- Bushwalking in the Blue Mountains
- Shruthi's 18th, soliciting an excuse to wear Yamasaki's mum's beautiful sari
I suppose that's kind of it.
Haha oh gg (good grief), I forgot. I got 95.75 for my UAI. It's brilliant, if I say so myself considering I was expecting early 90s. Haha that and I also made it into a combined program at UNSW of Commerce & Science.
What else? Um, I no longer want to be a publisher. I sure as heck thought it was interesting but not interesting enough for me to drop the idea and run back to becoming an organisational psychologist / HR manager.
That's v right, and how do you feel about that? :)
Haha well my current lack of equanimity is due to uni too, I have to call on Tuesday to ensure I'm enrolled in the right courses. This whole self-reliance to get things done is kind of terrifying.
Haha today on the bus I saw the most adorable baby, I do really want kids. Geez that coming out a teen's mouth, what exactly am I aspiring to? : p
I haha alot, I did notice. I also noticed my temperament and the way I speak is affected by the tv shows I watch (illegally), I'd be lol when I watched Big Bang Theory (New love), I'd develop a Brit accent when I watched IT Crowd (where I found my new love Moss) and I'd be somewhat cynical and tactile when I watched Daria :)
LOL this entry was originally lost. Thankfully I recovered it but that doesnt mean I remember anything after this since I typed this up four hours ago.
So let's leave it here. Lol blogging is like religion for me, I usually come to it for the sake of my peace of mind.
I suppose I should try do this more regularly but no promises :)
Lovelovelove.
