Things to blogs, thoughts to record.
Lies ! I really do have to study.
So ! Ladies and Gentleman, the bedraggled curtains of the never popular Edwina spectacular will fall. Fear not though my splendid voxations :) This is only a momentary hiatus. I'll be up and running after my exams :) That around three weeks : D So whilst I'm gone, invest in some hand mittens and keep yourself warm at night.
Oh by the way, I'm getting myself a full, blunt fringe. I don't know when but I'm guessing I'll go Lattouf 'cos I've always admired that place from afar :) I'll use the last of my red pocket money (shocked it lasted this long?)
Oh but it's almost sweet Kathleen's birthday. Aiiya caught out XP Sweet Kee, if you're reading this, yes I haven't bought it yet but when I do you can be sure I'll come over on the Saturday after PreUni and deliver it to you :) Lol I'll get it this Thursday, -GASP- ! You mean after you donate blood? Nah nah, I'll get it on the 19th, the day I'll get my haircut ^__________^
Oh more news, I'm donating blood this Thursday, fingers crossed I won't collapse this time :6 Lol ! I swear I drank enough, lies I had a popper and maybe that's it.
Okay this was originally supposed to be a short entry, I have a page of Chem dot points to finish tonight and it's TITRATION ! Hehe Tit- ration : ) Yes only a fully evolved, mature mind would be able to note that.
edit// Sorry ! I forgot to mention that I'll be attending Degree In A Day Day ! :D It's held at Sydney University and it allows gifted and talented Year 12 students to experience what a day at uni learning your preferred course is like. Our school is sending the top 10 girls there and I'm absolutely stoked ! Me? :O Then it came crashing down when results from Year 7 - 11 were included.. gah . = = That means nothing ! I mean I'm only in with due thanks to my jipped School Cert results. I am flattered though 'cos Latimore & Krishnan were like we're sending people we know will get into uni and over 90 :) Gee whiz, you guys !
Oh and I twisted my baby toe today, it's bruised and it's absolutely excruciating, even providing it though sends a scythe through the nerves. Yowchie.
Okay jyamatane and may your fingers remain with you on those frosty Edwina-less nights
Me an ignoramus? You have no physical proof, at least not until you scroll down.
Zomg, I'm on the yearbook committee :)
HOMOSEXUAL PAEDOPHILE, do teachers sit down to conjure up the most insulting degradations to injure the confidence of students?
Rest assured, no such accusations have been pointed to me, but a friend. Just because a majority of his friends are in the junior years, I mean geez. The guy finds himself more comfortable with them, then let him be. If something was wacky tobacky I'm sure those kids wouldn't be naive enough to hide under a rock and bear with the lech.
He's so upset by it, all because of some xenophobe's paedophobic paranoia. Okay the last three words are so funnily contrived lmfao. It hurts my eyes to look at the words. However it's so unfair what kind of egalatarian society is it when homosexuals can't walk down streets without homophobes clearing the streets and crossing to the other side to avoid their gaze? Chee-eez.
Okay I am a little hypocritical, I wouldn't feel comfortable with a lesbian trying to hit on me. I wouldn't mind the lesbian unless they try to make a pass on me.
I've gained alot of weight since.. before I can't pinpoint a precise moment when I started to pack on the burgers but I look and feel bloated. I mean the huffing and puffing is not cool, nor are the cafeteria lady arms.
I want to read a book that one of my favourite English tutors Ms Lee made us read during class. It tastefully incorporated sexual references, and that's a hard feat to accomplish. It is by Miranda July and it's called "No One Belongs Here More Than You". I enjoyed the writing :) So I shall buy it with whatever money I've got left from New Years.
School day was okay. I must say I don't remember much
Angelique made the remark that the focal point of my interests are ever-changing. I.e. Rubiks Cubing --> Friendship bracelets. Can't help it if my interests are entirely ephemeral.
Oh man Evonne is apparently going to drag our Japanese class down with her Band TWO, oh my god.
Anyways, today was Wilson's last day and everybody cried and I ended up crying because everybody else cried. That's even sadder than those who force themselves to cry at least so Wilson feels better.
On the way to MONO, these two youngsters asked us if we had phones, at first we declined until we saw an old man. I asked what was wrong and apparently he collapsed. The poor guy couldnt even stand and kept falling and swaying, it really frightened me. So after spending like 20 dollars of credit constantly communicating to a phone number the old man had scrawled on a sheet for him, his daughter picked him up. Mind you, it took some time, they didn't want to pick him up. Why? The daughter who was suppopsed to pick him up WAS SLEEPING. Oh okay sleep with the fact that your father has collapsed on the streets with no recollection of where his is on your conscience. Noice.
Didn't end up having a test, relieved to be honest. I didn't have a chance to study ^ ^"
I'm really unfit, huffing and puffing.
Okay I'm deviating from my study timetable ! :D Jyamata.
2nd March 2007
I wouldn't be surprised to find out that Vox has already provided me a date of entry by default and that I had just wasted 14 finger taps.
I had a rather good dream, I can't quite necessarily remember what it consisted of but I remember I lingered in bed for a little longer when mother woke me up. So I went to Clean Up Australia Day :D Does that come as a shock? Does my altruism shake up your nerves, weird you out? Well it shouldn't, I went for the certificate to slot in my resume, lmfao. :) I don't see the point of Clean Up Australia Day I mean I understand and support the cause of maintaining the cleanliness of Australia but as if yearly clean ups will really aid us with that cause. I hate knowing that my hard work is instantly undone as a result of somebody else's shortcomings. Gah.
I'm trying to type like a normal person, who recognises when capitals are appropriate. I don't know why, probably because I dressed beyond my age today, again. I'm dressing more and more, what's the epithet? Simplistically. No more awesome intricate shirts, just clothes that are comfy enough to go somewhere with the bonus of looking half decent. It reminds me of my English Mono teacher Carven Lee, she dresses like.. a Tree of Life mannequin. I applaud her on that, her lack of scruples when she knows that her style is rather aberrant. I like what she wears too :) It's very, lol new age? Which might provide an explanation to my realisation along with Katrines unexpected reassurance that I've begun to dress like her. Great :D
Anyways, so I made a white lie I told Kiddle (the organiser) that I had compromised with my parents so I could come but only for an hour. I think he realised I wouldn't be around for long enough to get any serious work done so he made me start immediately. Well not for long, Patrick arrived and I passed the gloves down to him :)
Another reason why I came? Lol so I could see Ben. I hope Ben doesn't read this, I'm pretty sure he doesn't lmao. How embarassing if he did. However today I did realise something, if things do work out after the long haul of HSC, communication is probably something we'll either have to work on or do without. I don't know why I'm so open with exploiting poor B's name here. I'm going to start using initials again because it gives all the more impression of exclusivity (I don't know, I rather suck at noun forms of words I'm only familiar with when in adjective form)
Clean Up, I can honestly say I did close to no work :D I bent down sporadically, here and there to pick up the odd fork or two but that's about it. My job was predominantly the very important garbage bag carrier. Mind you the clean and empty garbage bag carrier. Lol we were expected to fill up 5 bags per grade but I really don't think the area Kiddle allocated to us Year 12s was very necessarily dirty. So we hardly filled 3 :)
Lol I jumped on swings and then placed my feet firmly in the ground only to realise it was a trap ! The ground was actually a dank disgusting puddle and I had just gotten myself ankle deep, wet. Woohoo, thankfully the park also so happened to be a meeting spot for a Clean Up Co-ordinator so I asked her for tissues and spent a moment cleaning myself up :)
Afterwards I left to go to Burwood. Katrine came 20 minutes late because the poor soul slept in and missed her train lol. It's okay, I like the time given to read Emma rather sluggishly. We set off intending to buy Ronald's gift, we finally settled on a table cloth shirt from Depot however it was a nice one per se to his usual picnic rugs :) and Dunhill Blue perfume :) I spent more money on Ronald than my dad whom I bought Darrel Lea Rocky Roads for. I guess there's more sentiment in the latter gift, I mean come on perfume and clothes? Materialism isn't half as warm and fuzzy as chocolates. So yay :D
Oh man I left my Chicken Katsu Don in the food court because I couldn't finish it. It was so utterly tasty too. Oh well.
I once again have my eyes set on something :D It's this beautiful beige cashmere vest from Cotton On, I couldn't buy it from Burwood because they only had a medium left in the beige. I'm trying my luck at Parramatta, tomorrow perhaps. I wouldn't go as far as Blacktown =/ It's such a lovely vest though !
Met Ronald half way and we gave him his gift :D
Afterwards we travelled to Strathfield for our Chemistry workshop with Mr.Alan :) I did most of my Chem sheets from school, yayers :)
I'm rather proud of myself :D
I'm off to do some Japanese now, jyane! :)
ZOMG lady what's wrong with you :D
Who's going clean up tomorrow ? :)
edit- Lol as usual my rampaging has allowed me to produce something which upon later reflection is quite regretful. Katrine is still my bestfriend, degrading or not. I won't bother changing the rest of the netry because it really was how I felt at the time but I can recognise the errors expressed in this entry.
Today I noticed that my 'bestfriend' (of many bestfriends) Katrine is hardly my bestfriend at all. These days every motion is designed to make me feel inferior in some sort of way. It's either she wants to flaunt her superiority or she just wants me to feel like a load of turd.
I'm so glad I know better, I don't really know what's got into her these days but meh :D I don't see her enough to care too much. I think my deliberate ignorance of her actions is irking her to go further.
It does sometimes work though I must admit, but that's only when Ben is concerned lmao. They're close, I get it, oh well? Meh it only goes so far as that, I don't mind too much : P
Onto some more amiable news. Everytime I walk home I have to walk past a house home to a Sudanese family. Until recently I never really took notice of this dwelling save for the moments when I ponder why they tore down they're brick wall gate type thing. Recently I walked home and a young Sudanese toddler was at the window, maybe it's because I wasn't worried of any sort of disapproval setting upon her naive mind, but I waved with a friendly stranger kind of smile. See there's the smiles strangers give you and you feel completely comfortable with but there are also the smiles that make you want to sprint in the opposite direction. I'm praying I gave the former :) The little girl, curious waved back and I smiled all the way home :)
Today I walked home again and I saw her yet again at the window. I smiled my stranger smile, and having suprisingly recognised me she bursts into a happy grin and we exchange enthusiastic waves :)
It's nice to know that the world hasn't gone completely xenophobic.
Kyou wa korede :D
