There are days where the inextricable buzz of happiness is fairly visible. Today I felt really, clean, not in the hygienic sense but just emotionally clean. There was nothing really tainting my happy disposition even though I was fully aware that the HSC is less than eight months away.

I suppose it was the events that led up to it.

I stayed back after school for two hours to paint the Amnesty International muriel for school :) I then went to shop at the most organic shops I knew at Westfields, The Tree of Life and the Body Shop :D

I like the thought of shopping with only paper carry bags. It makes my conscience clearer than the usual mudstained puddle.

So I walked home and perhaps the movie had influence on my irrefutably great mood, I just smiled and walked all the way home. I bought a little worry bag, knowing my rate of worrying I'm sure the bag will spend many nights underneath my pillow.

What you do with worry bags is that inside the worry bags are a few little worry people. You share your worries with these people in your bag and then you tuck it beneath your pillow at night and your worries in the morning will seem to have disappeared as the worry people would've taken them away. Thank you Mayan customs :)

I also bought some lip balm from the Body Shop and some body butter to soothe my dry dry legs.

My nose hurts, cringes nose together-

School swimming carnival tomorrow : D

Oyasuminasai.

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There's no real pull for me at this blog anymore, I probably need to revamp it or something  : )

I get sleepy really easily I suppose it's because mama wakes me up at 6:30 like I tell her to so I can study, and if I don't I feel bad that she went to that trouble and I went back asleep.

So now that my circadian rhythms are luring me to bed, I bid oyasuminasai to my readers :)

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Chee-eez.

This year is like the WINNERS year for me.

Last month I won $1000. Yesterday I got a free textbook and zomg ! I win a free book today :O

Hopefully I'll win a DECENT UAI FFS ! :O

Woke up unexpectedly late so had to call on the higher powers of mum+car to take me to the station to catch my train :)

Arrived there 10 minutes early and it wasn't until at least 20 minutes later before I stopped looking like a doofus (correct me if my spelling is incorrect) sitting by myself reading a HSC text that wasn't my own.

So got practising, had to learn dance moves an hour before the thing started like wooohooo.

Spent alot of money chasing Lina up about when she was arriving : O

After practice baked in Flemington to chow on tasty Flemington pho. Waited approximately 10 minutes for the DVD employee to fish Katrine's DVD out of the DVD labyrinthe.

GOSH ! UPDATE YOUR FILING SYSTEM, DUDE.

So it's showtime and what's embarassing is that most of the grades have a better performance than us, lmao :D

Okay midway I was told to stand at the side and i was like WHYYYY :| Turns out I was winning an award, like wtf :D Ben also won one and I was like zomg, what did i get? Failed tree planter participation award? Turns out we were both what Ben called "duxes" of Year 11. LMFAO ? What ? :O

So yes Ben and I won the "Best Year 11 Student Award" Lol :) You can't have two best students, that's just ODD. So I reasoned to Bent that since my gift was bigger it meant I was first and he was second :D

Yay

Went home :O

I wonder what book Ben won, maybe we can trade :D

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why won't guys go to mardi gras?

Sorry cbb to reblog , so ctrl + c and v'd from ronnknee's .

ZOMG FREE TEXTBOOK! :D

TY Alpha Omega and thank god I'm a impudent brat for without both I wouldn't have yet ANOTHER HSC resource to refer to.

This morning I woke up at 8am because I had to go visit my favourite place in the world, the library. Well I'll admit even for someone who'd rather read a book than alot of social activities, I'm afraid my attachment to the place has a limit. I went because my Extension books were overdue and I didn't want to attract an overdue fee : ) So I notified Gene and Cousin Gene the night before and they agreed to come with me :D

English was good : D I really like it. Maths was long, unsurprisingly. Who cares about the derivative of logex! LOGEX ! Afterwards Amy's mother was kind enough to drive the two of us to ALPHA OMEGA :D

Like really honestly, everybody feeds me the wrong information. AS IF IT'S NEXT TO WESTFIELDS BENJAMIN. Very close to becoming an announcement for lost children in a shopping centre. Thankfully we followed a group of adolescents in hope that they too were cramming for HSC and YATTA (fuck that doesn't work for me does it?) luck was in our hands :)

I love the wigged people, I at first didn't know they were wigs I was like ZOMG where did they find all these afro'd people?

We entered fairly late though rather early if we took into account people who decided it was A-OK to turn up half an hour late. The teacher 'Wesam' , our how he liked to remind us "Sam with a We", was telling us that if we weren't 4u-rs we'd have to get up & leave since we were in the wrong room. Obviously no one left so I remarked "Maybe you're in the wrong room". I didn't intend it to be funny, but he then launched about how he "liked that" and how he "liked me" for a good 5 minutes and I had to nod my head emphatically for those 5 minutes. He then announced I would be the one he picked on, sure why not.

It was really rushed Integration in twenty minutes brother ! Chee-eez ! In our half hour break we went to Burwood Plaza and I bought some cinnamon donuts Who loves the sugar? I do. At the end of class, Wesam remembered he had to give a textbook away and he didn't give it to the smart kid up front with the really tidy haircut, nor the totally unexpected smart wog bloke but to me because I was a 'smartarse' Yay !

Lesson learnt : Impertinence is key.

Bought some onion rings, 'cos they're tasty And some water, to rid of my stinky onion breath :D

I just realised I spent this entire day, learning. :| I met my friends, under educational circumstances, GAH the HSC bug ! :P

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I woke up today and I realised I couldn't wear the prior night's pre-arranged outfit today because short shorts in the breezy weather would not be a wise choice. So i changed into jeans, I don't mean to sound high maintenance but I dont have enough shoes. If I had adequate pairs of shoes I woulve been able to match today's outfit, but I couldn't. I don't even have that many clothes to choose from, half of my clothes are my parents vintage stuff. =  ="

Got to Lidcombe and met up with the Pre Uni people.

Beware when befriending Edwina, she is a callous arsetard. Though, unintentional callous arsetard.

Today I was spreading more love with the indicative tagline "I am loved"on post-it notes and surreptitiously pasting it on people's belongings. At Pre Uni, I tagged Amy, Katrine and not to leave Akshata alone I gave her one too. 15 minutes later I was nudged by Katrine where she mouthed to me that Akshata got dumped. : | Okay... She also showed me a tag where Akshata had written "not anymore" OOOOOOOHMYGOOOOOOD. T___________________T" Katrine wrote me a tag and it read "GUILTY" and boy did I wear it = =" I didn't mean to be insensitive and inflict such an emotional pain. What kind of douchbebag dumps their girlfriend of VALENTINES DAY they deserve to be emasculated and then have their testicles fed to aborted lambs. Fucking arselicks. Tsk.

Almost fell asleep during Maths, I can't help it curve sketching is just really really unappealing = ="

Oh ! Look at this, my daily vocab feed sent me this

virago \vuh-RAH-go; vuh-RAY-go\, noun:

1. A woman of extraordinary stature, strength, and courage.
2. A woman regarded as loud, scolding, ill-tempered, quarrelsome, or overbearing.

Like way to go for juxtaposition, the clashing views of women is really apparent there isn't it : O There's the self sustaining woman verses the impertinent, irascible one. Probably a crazy feminist wrote the frist definition whilst an angry misogynist wrote the second : O

Sorry Akshata

Love.

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Reposted from Ron's blog for the convenience of my lovely Vox'rs.

On regular half hour intervals, I experience this sharp pain near the bottom of my left rib cage and it hurts to breathe Like OW. The pain would continue for 5 minutes before it subsists into non-existence. Leaving no trace of the preceding affliction I told Mr. Munday (LMAO my Chemistry teacher) and he says it's nothing to worry about because it's something to do with the digestive system..and exercise. I scoffed and swallowed a laugh because exercise has not existed within my sphere of life since last term. But zomg digestive system doesn't that sound foul? You've got something wrong with your digestive system : | When I think digestive sytem problems I think diarrhoea and embarassing chronic flatulence. My mollusc had similar pains but he got himself checked and found out he might have a BOWEL infection. GAH like way to alleviate the distressed mind.

Today my hands were very full. I had to carry Sheila's Valentine's Kringle present into school. You guys shouldve seen it, an elegant black bag with this flowing ribbon, nice Anyways, that morning I had Extension History and we talked alot about.. Bede again. So what you wrote The Ecclesiastical History of England. So what if you're one of few sources of that time? So what? During recess we exchanged gifts man, Jasmine's gift for me came in LAYERS T____T" took all of recess to read all the notes. My favourite is probably,

Gravity can not be held responsible for people falling in love - Albert Einstein

Jasmine gave me this plush and soft like anything dog and it came with a tag. "My name is Ruby" LIKE WAY TO STRIKE THE CREATIVE NERVE, so I took the liberty of bequeathing it a much more dignified name "Ned". I love Ned so much. A named alot of things with "Ed" apart from the bleeding obvious that my own wonderful(ly stupid) name is Edwina, I have no idea why they all rhyme. Ted the 1st Gen Tamagotchi, Fred the Rubik's Cube and now the latest edition to the Ed family, Ned I got the inspiration from Ned Flanders lmao

During Ancient History I realised that I didn't have my folder I ran out during class to the area to look for it to no avail. Nabs later on in the lesson had to heat her hot water bottle in the teacher's staffroom for her painful tummy ache, so I went with her lol again to check if i didn't leave my folder in my locker. I love the priviledges of being in Year 12, using teacher microwaves to heat hot water bottles, meals . Sigh- Makes the HSC not so insufferable. So the folder wasn't there but when I returned Mrs Hufton (A. History teacher) told me Amy had it in a tone which I couldn't decipher as a joke or a statement. So I sat distraught hardly paying attention to the alarmingly astute Augustus thinking about all the time I invested in the contents of my folder. So after Ancient I met Amy and asked her if she had my folder to which she replies "Why would I have your folder" LOL so I asked her if she was sure and she reiterated her first response. Soon after whilst I was a metre or so ahead Rayanne asks my same question in which Amy responded the same answer instead with a much more irritated tone. Lol poor Amy always the one indicted for evil, she is giving the impression of being a power hungry despot, hardly our fault

Ow, painful cramp :| After school I went to the library for some independent studying Okay not studying more like catching up but in a sense studying all the same. These two fellows from some sort of vague highschool sat next to me like xomg at all the other options of seating and they sat next to me. One of the sleazy douchebags said Hi and I waved, glared and turned to pretend I was interested in listening to the Library announcement about the writing competition. Thank god, Nabonita my sexy regular godsend came and offered me to sit with her friends

Girl with a Pearl Earring

After finishing Eco I went to General Pants Co to find something for the Swimming Carnival. As if yellow :| To my despair I found Zilch and headed off to Borders to compensate for my itching shopping drive instead. I bought the "Girl With A Pearl Earring" Yay. It was on midday TV today, I hope Amy remembered to record it T___T" I love Borders but this new "Plastic Bags Available Only With 10 Cents". It's silly and not very pragmatic at all, I dropped my brand spanking new book at least 3 times today they really don't take the time to stop and think about the people who are in posession of butter fingers like I am. Bought sushi and went through a rather nostalgic moment, someone bought the last Katsu roll LOL in year 9 I waited 15 minutes in the canteen line for a Chicken Strip only to find out the measly junior in front of me bought the last one. This was a catalyst for my year long vendetta against this one girl, mistreatment includes having my friends serenading her (in a rather embarassing way) with guitars and the lot and lots of behind back name calling The sweet vindictive stroke of Year 9.

Our Mono English teacher Carven shaved her head for the Greatest Shave. She looks lovely :) She really suits it and she looks like some sort of exotic African. 

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I went to purchase my very first little bra today ! Ironically enough the kind lady told me I was a D cup. Like what on earth!? That's highly unasian! What am I some sort of asian deformity!? :| In my mind, D cups were always reserved for the girls with the bigger breasts, not random asian teenagers like Amy and I. That's right folks Amy's breasts are the same size as mine, crazy is it not?! Now there's only one piece left missing in the puzzle and that's the lovely Tania, we've all noticed the rahter conspicuous bloating, swelling, whatever of her breasts and we've all been wondering? Is whatever in her bra, REAL?! Oh well as an official EAT sister she must have the same breast size as Amy and I and therefore is also a D cup.

I love how I'm slowly taking notice of present day facets of life that may well be interpreted in the future as very demonstrating of that specific period. Like how the peace symbol and extravagant sex was the 70s. Well, apology from Kevin Rudd and YOUTUBE is the 2000s. How fantastic was Rudd's speech, my feet hurt so much as I had to stand to pay my respects for Rudd, no joke he's great but there werent any chairs in roll call that's all. I almost wanted to cry at some point but the tears never came, someone's evaporating the waterworks ! :o And lol youtube? I was cubing at Parra, when this Asian academic type goes "How on Earth did you do that?" and I replied "Youtube" and he just laughed a very knowing, mature, maybe slightly patronizing laugh and thus got up to catch his train. :O Like I just said Youtube and it already bears so much recognition in the younger generation. How awesome is that !? :O

Gough Whitlam :D Is rather awesome.

D CUP OH MY GOD. Bought a Snack Pack from KFC, they should NOT be called Snack Packs how misleading. It should more be like "We pack em, you bloat with em" LIKE MAN THERE WAS SO MUCH I NTHAT LITTLE BOX, and i was sillly enough to buy a roll of sushi too, it was a dollar ! I couldnt let the opportunity pass - -"

Sigh, my breasts feel so liberated wearing these old bikini bras now lmao.

Night la !

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I have nothing to blog and the fact that I have two assessments next week is slowly becoming a reality for me.

It's just a speech and creative writing both of which I believe I'm prepared enough for. I'm still gah, why can't I be in year 7 when I'm worried sick about an assignment that's due in a month. : O

14.5/15 for my Ancient assessment. I'm fairly surprised at this outcome, however the effort deserves it I suppose. Never had my assessments ever been 24 pages long. Man oh  man.

School photos today, I just realised that that was our last yet out of all other years it went by the quickest. Quite sad indeed :( I went to the top today :D For muck ups, but that doesnt matter ! It felt pretty cool to be at the top :)

I'm becoming increasingly worried about T, worried about her erratic moods and lackadaisical outlook on studies. Like zomg, it's only for a couple of months and then you can drink all you want in the three month holidays.

I went stationery psycho when I went shopping at Office works :D 18 different coloured pens, 8 highlighters and 5 different coloured post it tabs.

Too sleepy

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You. I don't want to talk to you anymore. Lmao following ladylike Lina's lead. (Wow pwning awesome alliteration)

Good night.

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What's one thing you regret doing, or not doing? 
Submitted by ashleyy.

I regret not going to the library with you when I could've.

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